Meh.

I don't really have a knack for blogging.
I do it once in a while, then I just forget.
It's like a diary. You think you can pour everything into it but then you just can't be bothered to pick up a pen and talk about your day.
You want to get something off your chest but it's just too much effort, and you just keep it inside.
Sometimes that's a mistake, sometimes it's what you should do.

Anyway, I'm not making much sense am I...? Well, that's pretty normal for me.

Anyway, I'm in a bit of a mixed mood right now.

REASONS I'M HAPPY (or something close)

1. I have so many good friends who would help me so much.

2. The Expo is coming up.

3. It's Summer and I can do what I want

4. I've got music at my fingertips

5. I can see I made someone very happy

REASONS I'M SAD (or worse)

1. Some people I thought were friends just....aren't

2. I haven't got the cosplay ready, I haven't got the ticket yet and I don't have anything booked.

3. It's Summer and I'm so bored it hurts

4. Panic broke up and everytime I hear one of their songs I break down and cry

5. I love this someone and it hurts to see them happy with someone that isn't me.

Well, that's all I've really got to say at the moment to be honest. Told you I'm not good at this.