Major excitment

One word. Eirtakon.
A first I was upset because if I went to Eirtakon,
I couldn't go to MCM.
But I'm fine with it now, it means my friends will be there.
I plan to take at least four people with me.
Rona,
Bexter,
Katie
and Aoife.
So far, two said they'd come if they could.
I plan to work on the other two, but I'm sure they'd be happy.
Eirtakon, if you didn't know, I an anime con held in DCU.
I plan to not only bring these friends, but to have them in Cosplay.
Naruto Lolita Cosplay to be exact.
Me - Orochimaru Lolita
Rona - Gaara Lolita
Bexter - Sasuke Lolita
Katie - Kakashi Lolita
Aoife - Naruto Lolita

Hopefully we'll all go.
Major
Excitement.

Crying

I've been doing it a lot but you know what...?
I enjoy it.
It's, ironically one of the things that makes me feel happy.
I cry at just about everything. I'm too emotional and I'm not afraid to admit it.
I usually watch things that would make me cry on purpose just because I want to.
I get hurt to easily.
I fall in love too easily.
I don't usually fall back out that easily.
I make mistakes.
I deliberately make myself cry, mostly because I fell I deserve it.
I hurt others, and think I should hurt because of it.
I hear all the jokes made about me and I revel in them.
Am I a bad person...?

Meh.

I don't really have a knack for blogging.
I do it once in a while, then I just forget.
It's like a diary. You think you can pour everything into it but then you just can't be bothered to pick up a pen and talk about your day.
You want to get something off your chest but it's just too much effort, and you just keep it inside.
Sometimes that's a mistake, sometimes it's what you should do.

Anyway, I'm not making much sense am I...? Well, that's pretty normal for me.

Anyway, I'm in a bit of a mixed mood right now.

REASONS I'M HAPPY (or something close)

1. I have so many good friends who would help me so much.

2. The Expo is coming up.

3. It's Summer and I can do what I want

4. I've got music at my fingertips

5. I can see I made someone very happy

REASONS I'M SAD (or worse)

1. Some people I thought were friends just....aren't

2. I haven't got the cosplay ready, I haven't got the ticket yet and I don't have anything booked.

3. It's Summer and I'm so bored it hurts

4. Panic broke up and everytime I hear one of their songs I break down and cry

5. I love this someone and it hurts to see them happy with someone that isn't me.

Well, that's all I've really got to say at the moment to be honest. Told you I'm not good at this.